This picture was my Christmas present to my parents, framed for their desks at work. How cute is little bunny and how gorgeous is my sister?? She has no clue, she doesn't even like this picture! My parents love their two babies, bunny and Lizzy, and Lizzy is leaving them in less than 30 days.
New Year... I have so much going through my head at the moment. I really have hated New Years for oh so many reasons beginning with my unpleasant early memories of the holiday that I just haven't been able to shake in my adult life. It has always seemed to be such a depressing holiday where everyone tries to have fun but nobody really succeeds. This year is a bit different for me, this year New Year is going to be fantabulous! First, though last year this time was horrid because I was sooooo broke and spent it in my apartment, it was still better than previous years. Oh and I was in my flooded, moldy, disgusting apartment that my dead beat landlord was doing nothing about but moving me to a new apartment which would take a few more days. I had to slosh through the hallway, soooo GROSS!! I was making progress in my life, with my goals and I couldn't wait to kiss the previous year goodbye! This year is even better, my life has only improved with each month since then and I can now finally see the path I want and my progress toward my goals. My new location and apartment rule and I'm slowly but surely getting there with my career and art. Best of all... I am spending the New Year with some of my best friends, which is sooo awesome!! I am sooo excited!! Then we are heading off to a girls trip in Tahoe!!! This week is going to rock! I also get to wear a princess dress I bought a loooooong time ago because it was soooo beautiful but I haven't had an occasion to wear it yet! I'm looking forward to getting all dressed up with my gorgeous friends and looking gorgeous with them and taking lots of pictures and ringing in the New Year!
I have ridiculous amounts of goals for the next couple of years, long and short term. I don't want to call them resolutions, I think that word trivializes them. Sometimes I think I have too many, I want so much, to do so many things, but you know what Fuck it that's who I am the girl who wants it all and damn it I'm going to do it! Nothing has stopped me yet, I'm a survivor and I fight for what I want! What I want does not include a bunch of money and stuff, some money would be nice however it is not what drives me. Not being able to afford Christmas presents really lets you see the commercial reality of the holiday. It truly is insane the amounts of money people spend and the amounts of STUFF they acquire. I revolt against that, against my homogenized, commercialized American instincts! It really feels out of control.
Warning this film may put you in a bad mood and severely piss you off. If not then there may be something wrong with you. It summarizes my feelings on globalization and the Corporation in a much more elegant and expletive free way. If this film doesn't change your life and habits then there also may be something wrong with you.
"Let the world change you and you can change the world."
Preaching over but you must see this film! In the end life is what you make it. Have a wonderful New Year my bellas! Ciao!